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nape?why?porke?nandato?dastebayo?pe jadah g bahase yg aq le merepek tok tye kenape???

sedeh taw x…sedeh…team da lme bwat…xpenah rse match kt final…kecewa la…plz la…atleast,skali kt utp nh dpt msok final tok futsal,ckp la…tp of coz aq nk every time dpt msok final…aq k menang…nape ble da ad sinar harapan nk g next round mesti jd cmnh???time foundy,player sume xd,yg tgl cume yg injured2 je…last sem,injury…diz sem,player xde!!!siyes aq xle accept…aq da dpt byg team g next round,lwn azure,azure jr,its not dat we cant or unable to give them a good match,but da luck is not on our side…last sem da prove dat team ktowg le compete…seri ngan team thai,yg sem nh nama dowg azure jr,nice la…diz sem aq nk lwn lg,so dat ad memory yg le kte sesame cerita ble da tua nnt,i mean ble da keje nnt kn…

aq harap,sblm aq kene stop men futsal,aq nk men kt final match,n win da tourney…aq xharap da winning goal,aq cume nk men futsal,in a team,ngan korg n menang tourney…aq xle men ngan team len…aq xmo…tp aq nk men ngan korg yg sanggup men ngan aq…xsusah…im giving my best every macth n i hope my teammate will give their best shot too…dats not so easy to ask but not so hard to do,aq taw if korg hype sgt,korg le injured,xpe…bg injured2 nh aq settlekan…bia aq injured kn org len b4 dowg injured kn korg xkesah la if aq injured skali…but…benda da lps…aq…da xle bwat pe sem nh…so team,next sem,new tourney,aq nk new lineup eh…da discuss kn,mcm ok jerk…yg penting komitmen…

huh,kene b’semangat…badet a.k.a kapten pn ok je,asl aq xle…kene cube lg…xpe la…im very dissapointed wiv myself,wiv da team but i think we all r matured n rational enuf to noe y we lose :l well,da truth r always hard to b accepted…ari nh da xmo bwat pe da…xd mood…bye2…

U noe, if anyone could ever understand me, im willingly give my life for that person sake… of course,without involving others… cause, i dont even understand myself… y do people said dat im lucky to have diz, to have dat, to choose over diz or dat…y people said dat when u have a preety girlfriend, u r lucky? y do people said dat everyperson who are gifted wiv good look are lucky?

y cant people think wat will be the outcome of my future and things dat i sacrificed if i were to have diz & dat, choose diz over dat? i hate people like dat…i dun choose diz over dat or dat over diz without thinking, without sacrififing sumthing dat are important to me…ive sacrifice many things to gain sumthing…which most lead to sumthing dat i cant say good coz its bad…i cant c da future for god’s sake…

i judge n do my action according to da situation though sumtimes i do get overreacted, or seems like i cant control my anger… im used to be a hot-headed boy with uncontrollable anger n within a split second, i can b moody n just shout mad at those who try to understand me(maybe)… now,ive changed a bit… i managed to control it somehow, strain myself from shouting at others, do stupid things dat hurt people… i realized im not a boy anymore… but wiv da current me, im not qualified to b called man yet… wat am i? a guy? help me realize who am i… im hopeless in this matter… diz side of me is da most annoying n helpless dat i always feel useless, unforgivable, moron…

actually, i dun intend to wrote bout those crap… hahaha, its just in my situation, i dun have sum1 to tell bout it… so i write it in diz blog… u noe wat, i can b a nice friend from afar, when u try to get closer, u will just get pain… dats y i have a limit in friends… though i can click wiv almost evry1… im not as closed as u think i am… being fake-friendly is my no 1 skill so dat i dun look rude… i dunno how to be friendly in da 1st place… so, this fake-friendly is wat i usually greet u all wiv… not because im trying to hurt ur feeling… im using it to secured my own… u dunno wat da hell ive been through in diz life dat ive been living, so am i to u… so, im sorry from da bottom of my heart if my fake-friendly ever hurt u… im very fragile inside… cant b helped… im full of doubt n curiousity… if i ever stayed wiv an answer, dat would b the answer from my instict or my heart… coz wiv my brain n rationality, im not as gud as u all…

im done, i dun think im gonna b a good keeper this weekend coz sincerely, both my wrist was once dislocated n da pain suddenly reappeared after da last match… ill try my best… even if it’ll take my left hand, my right hand cannot give la, want to answer exam mcm mane if tarak? hahaha… ill give my evry guts i have for the sake of the team im in… i hate losing coz ive lose to much…

so my blog-friends…so long, n good luck wiv ur final paper

P/S : da feeling in my heart rite now is =l

01. tido

02. browse internet

03. reading (as if)

04. chatting

05. gossiping

06. basuh bajoo

07. kaco rum8

08. kaco org blk sebelah

09. mandi(??…faranyer idea)

10. texting people(sbb phone tgl kt blk )

haha…sbb kami amat buhsan di bilik,smbl chat tersembul idea kt ats kepala utk bwat list y people blk bilek…hahaha…lol

yeay!!!pada 13 april,ahad,9.30++ foxs and frens telah berjaya memenangi perlawanan futsal pertama kami menentang Kanye…Kanye dibarisi pemain such as Arjun,Suresh,Valsan,Munawwar,Yogen n lg 3 aq xknal plus,mun n yogen xd…lega sket aq…hikhikhik…angke score sebijik dgn hasil titik peluh keeper dowg…pass kt angke sape suro,kn angke da score cm torres…then wanjoke sebijik…hasil assist nk jatuh aq,le blagak nh…walaupun kenit berjaya dibolosi akibat kesilapan aq n indera serta kenit…nk bwat cane,aq injured (alasan) so tlps bola tuh…

haha…nmpknyer injury tapak kaki aq mkn saket…

ketiadaan badet amat terasa…

bye rakan2…

wuHHuuu!!!best

haha…smlm dpt baju bizardry,yg order kt poncho,suppose dpt baju wuhuu dr fitt but die xbg g…n td bli baju kurochan…kawaii…hahaha….but siyesly…best wuhuuu…ptg xbest sgt r…bkn sbb band die xbest…sbb panas…aq xthn…hikhikhik…mlm nyer best…band dr SA tuh best r…music arrangement n music yg dowg bwk mmg seswai tok bwk g gig2 cmtuh…xd r buhsan asyik dgr lagu genre same jew…wakiikiki

da lme xmenulis blog…haha…kaki aq injured…xluka…tp saket r…nk kte lebam,xd…tp saket cm lebam…doc utp kte bengkak dalam…bengkak dalam???watdahell is dat term anyway??if xtaw ckp je la so dat i go to hospital n make appointment 4 xray…sng cite kn??if kaki aq jd pe2,aq saman r klinik tuh…hahahanow is 3.30,ad game futsal…1st game tok UTP league futsal…nk menang…lawan team munawar…xtaw r jd cane…harap menang r…hikhikhik…munawar,u better watch out…im gonna kill ur legs…HAHAHAHHAHA….as if i can…da r…xmo more injury…penat r men saket2…bkn xle men…nnt tkot2 men,xpuas lak…buhsan…

ari pn suda mlm…nyte2

chiow

Damn, ibujarikakiku saket…tu la…len kali nk sepak bola,sepak btol2…nk sepak bola kt atas tar,jgn sepak kuat…kn da saket…ibu jari kaki mengalami bengkak dalam dan sedang dalam proses pemulihan…NK MEN AHAD NH NYER MATCH!!!xmo xmen…bia patah ibu jari kaki nh…sbb kalo patah xd effect nk amek paper finals…ad la…tp cume le pki selipar g finals…sempoi..mls r…sejok nk mampos kot…aq mane thn…cmon,quiz dge,test vector…gambatte tomen…

chiow X3

Dukacita nk gtaw…sbb skg nh keadaan amat kelam kelibut, mase xckp, internet bengong, so xle la slalu nk blogging…(T_T) kesedeyhan…ilang satu hobby…nape eh??dunno y…xlme g nk bwat projek…kene settle satu2…target mgu nh dlu…test Vector, quiz Digital…then mgu dpn,test Circuit…cmon…ble lg nk le dpt gempak…cmon men..u can do it..ngahngahngahngah…ive bored wiv hopes…go to hell…if nk harap org je…smpi ble ba>>xkn aq nk harapkn indera smpi aq mampos…kene usaha sndri nh…crk mase depan aq…hell yeah!!!plus kelam kelibut ngan adiah..yezza…xpe..le settle mende tuh…

Im happy…n sad in da same time…psyco gak aq nh..xpe..benda nh xle cite…kene simpan dlm hati n memori je…le bwat org ilang akal kot…xle terima aq..hahha mcm aq kesah tp sbb bersangkut paut ngan org len…xle r…kn2??wohohho

so,if ad mase…ad la update…finals nmpk je cm jaoh g..but aq taw…da dkt sgt da sbnrnye…ma,doakn angah eh..hikhikhik

bye all…until we meet again X3