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This town is colder now, I think it’s sick of us
It’s time to make our move, I’m shaking off the rust
I’ve got my heart set on anywhere but here
I’m staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel…
"Never glance" is killing me
Time to make one last appeal… for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I’m moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I’ve become what I can’t be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you’re here not there
And you’d give anything to get what’s fair
But fair ain’t what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see

They’re trying to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could…
Steady feet, don’t fail me now
Gonna run till you can’t walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I’m standing down…

Stop and stare
I think I’m moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I’ve become what I can’t be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you’re here not there
And you’d give anything to get what’s fair
But fair ain’t what you really need
Oh, you don’t need

What you need, what you need…

Stop and stare
I think I’m moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I’ve become what I can’t be
Oh, do you see what I see…

Wahooo!!!Setelah bpe lme aq xblogging…hahha…skg nh xbpe ok r…myb sbb asyk ujan,panas,ujan blk je kot…doc ad kte aq nh kurg antibodi…so,aq sng saket…lol…finals tgl sbln je kot lg…le mati dowh…hahha…skg nh aq da kene infect by flu,cough,fever,migrain n kahak…yerrrk…xthn…dgn ad activity dr jumaat pas smpi ahad smlm…pergh…slmt klaka…sori r gary,leroy…i cant make it la…my body cant move this morning…wakakaka…

So,plan tok mgu nh,bsok,g bli brg dapur…kol 9 pg..then g vector…pastu rest skjp,g lak tutor CT…then CT class then DGE nyer class…mlm rest smpi kol 8…try study sket…then kol 12 tdo…aq suro indera r masak…xlarat r…lgpn msk  kari je…xsusah pn…da r…aq xthn nh…byk pening kpla…chiow

skrg nh,duet byk gak r  abes…keta abes batt,mak aq coverkn…tp duet dapur,hesh dak2 nh…aq taw la ngah sengkek…aq nh pn bkn byk sgt duet…phm2 la nk bayr…hahaha…sorry 7 cars piled up…y la korg xdpt msok finals…da smat kot korg men…ini diskriminasi kaum…hahha…xpe2…mlm nh korg men unplugged la yerk…xd hal punyer…wa caya samalu!!!aq xd g pic2 nk bwat page tok korg…skg nh aq ngah geram ngan photofest…bodo r sara…asl ko nk gile kuasa sgt…ko bkn pd…ko xle bwat keputusan la if ko bkn pd…aq sepak dagu ko kang,damn la…siyes…event da la kecik,da abes pn…tgl nk award prize kt winners n bg cert kt sponsor…le lak nk bwat hal…plz ok…b professional…kalo xle pro pn,blgk pro pn jd…bkn nk ko too disiplin pn…nh smpi hold grudge kt aq ngan diba,mmg nk kene r…aq taw ktowg xjge mulut…tp ad ke yg ktowg ckp nh salah?kalo xpuas ati ckp..asl nk smpn2 pastu nk stab aq dr blkg??aq tikam depan2 kang mati lak nnt…hesh…KAO BODOH!!!harap je pointer bgos dr aq…pkrn xmatang n bangang…sengal!!

Wohohohoho

wa ’sula’ bawa ‘belas’ itu kasi mao makan ini dalam bilik juga kasi masak…hahaha…kelakar dowh faris ckp die nk blaja masak nasik…hohohoyg ishrat lak,die nk keje pgn sudip je…tu pn nk tblk kn telur dadar…slmt ad indera…sous chef kt dapur ktowg nh…mlgnyer…die t’potong jari mase nk bukak cili boh…sengal kn??so,aq sbgi ketua chef kene la agih2kn tugas masak2…wahi ok la dlm bab ptg2 bawang nh…ijaz penuh ngan logik masakan m’sia…aq ske experiment ngan mknn…lunch ktowg td da mkn ayam kisar goreng kunyit which aq t’lebey kunyit…sory eh lkorg,zaim smpi ta*i die pn ad color2 kunyit…hahaha…k r…ngantok….nyte2

wakakakaa…ade ke patot…men futsal,tp 7 side…gle full…men sejam,aq rse lebey sejam kot…masok kol 12,abes 1 lebey…gle pancirt…dengan bangga nyer aq announce aq score 10 bijik gol…5 gol official,2 gol xbpe official,n 3 own goal…haha…tah cane tah…jd keeper,dowg sepak aq tahan,masok lak bola tuh…hahaha…long,sory r ko jatuh cm nangka busuk jatuh dari pokok yg kt bwh die ad taik monyet…xle wat pe r…aq challange ko,tp ko msok kn kaki ko kt celah2 kaki aq…aq stabil,ko kn tonjang…sowi eh…hehehe…tah r…skg nh,kalo penat je,muntah…bazir r aq nyer dinner ptg td…da baek da mkn paprik ayam ngan nasik 2 pinggan,le plak td time tgk arsenal muntah,kuar nasik seketul2 lak tuh,agknye xhadam g kot…huhu…penyakit r cmnh…xske r…rse xsehat…da tuh,nk g jj asyik xjd je…sengal tol…aq nk crk gitar ngan baju…baju da kureng,tah mane tah baju2 aq kt umah tuh,mak aq bg org kot,xkn die bakar…xpn nenek aq letak baju2 aq kt tmpt adek aq…org tua mane taw…nk kte baju2 a ketat,xd r…tp myb kecik kot,bahu aq saiz xs,tp aq pki s.xd r nmpk aq cm nyah…hehe…beza xs ngan s cume 1 inch…so,kiri ngan kanan half inch r…

lg satu aq hangit…nape la aq xstudy ari nh…pastuh bru aq igt…aq lepak kt v2 sehari suntuk kot…so,mmg xstudy…bsok kene bgn n study…ye r…dak repeat cm aq kene r sedar dri sket…sape la aq kt mate2 makhluk kt dlm utp nh kn…cm sampah tepi jalan,kalo ad keta pn dowg xelak,langgar penyek ad r…hahha

dpt msg sedey dr nab…aq kene cancel plan aq mgu dpn…xle g kedah…xpe r…aq nk g tp da ein bz…so,accept je la…kalo korg ad asgmnt,test,projek,yg kene siapkn,tetiba ad org dtg mharapkn korg lyn dowg…sedangkn keje korg tuh kene settlekn…xsettle dpt markah xpe…nh mane dapat bai…cium kuku kaki cagu pn xkn dptnyer kalo xsiap…so,sedang jd sorg yg memahami…

u dun have to mention it,i know im kind-hearted….gle poyos…hahaha…pergh…nantok r…nh penangan 10 gol r nh…td muntah baek punyer muntah…ad la 5 mnt kt toilet nk bg abes sume isik perut kuar…(T.T) mengapa perut aq xle terima mknn nh…aq saket ke??nk kene g check doktor ke??tp kalo check doktor pn sme je,dowg akn kte aq sehat walafiat…pastuh tye aq smok e ke x…then ckp aq isap pas mkn tuh yg punca aq muntah…rsenyer aq kene g pakar pemakanan r…sape ad idea aq nk p jumpe pakar pemakanan swasta mane…aq buntu…nk gak nek kn berat aq…org cuti2 naek badan,aq turun…kalo sekilo xpe,nh 3 kilo kot…huhuhu

da r…aq mencari ilham tok menaikkn berat badan..hehe,,,nyte2 all

PENATNYER!!!!!!

mueh2…mmg r penat…bgn awal,tido lmbt…pastuh drive blk utp…slmt xdrive dr jhr…drive dr seri kembangan…dekat sket…3jam da smpi…ye r…sesat kt putrajaya kjap…ad la dlm 30 mnt sesat…lupe mane exit elite…ahha…sengal kn??

da2…kte start ngan bende2 sedey dlu…okes…so cenggini r…ein bad term ngan mak die skg…ad la hal nyer kot…cian die…aq bkn le watpe pn kalo die ngan cmtuh ngan mak die kn??yg aq le bwat is just nasihat die je…if die nk dgr…n try to understand her feeling…ye la…die bz ngan assgnmnt,projek,law faculty nyer bende,exam tgl sbln…aq nh da xtaw nk watpe…xkn nk menyibok g tye mak die…xpsal2 mak die lg marah kt die…xmo r cenggitukn??kte syg…so kene pk panjang r dr tuh…lovely me…very understanding…haha…lol…then, mmbr2 da nk fly g jepun…mgu dpn…mkn sket mmbr2 aq kt kg tuh…da la aq nh xd mmbr kalo blk umah, mmbr yg bese lepak kalo aq blk da nk fly mgu dpn…pasnh aq jd bujang pingitan r kt umah…huhuhu…along plak…pela along aq nh…nk gado ngan bf pn jgn r smpi susah kn mak aq…mak aq bkn mak die sorg…kn da pnat mak aq tuh…die pn nk study gak…

dala…in mood part…arituh b’gayot ngan syad smpi kol 6…ye r…start gayot pn kol 4…aq ss skali,pastuh die lak…bru fair kn??tlg sket eh…die da jd awek org…aq nh best fren jerk…aq syg g kt ein…hehehe…xd nyer nk curang…syad pn da ad bf…so,ktowg even okay…ad gak msg2 ngan arab,walhal…da lme xmsg dowg…arab da maju…da ad balak…wakakkaka…ble la aq nk mkn nasik beriyani,xpn nasik minyak g…blek arituh da muak ngan nasik2 colour tuh…3 ari straight kot xd nasik putih…malangnyer…aq nyer berat turun 3 kilo… T.T sedey…aq da mkn punyer la byk…mengapa aq masih kekurangan berat badan??myb sbb xckp tidor…ye r…mmbr2 da nk fly…kene lepak ngan dowg lebey2 sket…so umah aq da jd cm hotel cume hotel time siang je…mueh2…syamim dpt 9A,ana dpt 5A…ok la tuh…aq tmpg happy r tok dowg…aq pn 7 jerk…da rezeki masing2 kn…so terima je la…nk g remarks balk pn cm bazir je…udah2 le kalo da mmg xdpt tuh…toksa nk bangkang2…kalo ad yg fail tuh len cite le…mane taw salah tanda,or salah tulis gred…AS IF…ahhaha

Smpi disini,sekian

P/S: act…nk letak lirik butterflies by hijau but xd…da lupe ltk lirik tuh ktne…hehe…laptop beseypah…so,c u ’sun’

Who is the man I see
where I’m supposed to be?
I lost my heart, I buried it too deep
under the iron sea.

Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball,
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful,
Mirror, mirror on the wall.

Lines ever more unclear,
Not sure I’m even here,
The more I look the more I think that I’m
starting to disappear.

Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball,
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful,
Mirror, mirror on the wall.
Oh, crystal ball, hear my song,
I’m fading out, everything I know is wrong,
So put me where I belong.

I don’t know where I am,
and I don’t really care,
I look myself in the eye,
there’s no one there.
I fall upon the earth,
I call upon the air,
but all I get is the same old vacant stare.

Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball,
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful,
Mirror, mirror on the wall.
Oh, crystal ball, hear my song,
I’m fading out, everything I know is wrong,
So put me where I belong.

Haha,dr UTP dgr lgu dlm phone…of coz lagu2 feveret aq n lirik nh salah satu drpdnyer…kalo korg taw comment kt aq pe tajok die,aq bg hadiah..siyes aq bg…hehe

Da ari ke 3 bru le blogging…penat dowh…Jumaat,blek sowg2 T_T…kutub sengal…kalo xjd blek skali ckp r awal2…sepak ko kang…grk dr utp kol 1.30 smpi tapah dlm kol 2.30 jmpe bear ngan teddy kt ctu…pastuh tgu ishrat,lunch g,grk dlm kol 3 lebey r…damn…hujan lebat smpi xnmpk jln…huhuhu…slmt xd keta…aq ngan ngantok2 tegar je drive smpi Sg.Buloh…smpi dlm kol 4.50,tdo..bgn2 da kol 5.30 n kenit smpi…kenit nh pn satu hal…nek je r aq nk blk…nk gak nek motor…selamat brg da ltk dlm keta…hesh..dlm kol 6.30 start grk…malangnyer…jln jamm gle…ngan minyak time tuh mcm nk xnk je ad,slow je drive…slmt smpi seremban…smpi seremban dlm kol 8…pergh…kaki cramp beb…grk g ayer keroh,smpi dlm kol 9…smpi tangkak kol 10…dr tangkak nk ke umah kenit cm sial…byk gle org b’kmpn…taw r nk mngundi tp da mlm2 kol 12 kot..xpk ke org kt umah tuh nk tdo…bsok nk g mngundi,kalo xtdo,xmngundi mau kalah kn??sengal nyer org2 kmpn planner nh…

Aq smpi umah dlm kol 1.30…Sabtu pg…kol 9 mak aq kjot…die suro g rewang kt kenduri kawen…taw x rewang tuh ape??rewang tuh mcm tlg2 r kerja yg ad kt kenduri kawen…aq mls…dlm kol 10.40 mak aq cal…t’pkse gak g…die suro g amek kek…so,aq drive keta charade yg bpk aq bru setting…die suro aq bwk blk utp tp aq mls r…bru skali setting da suro aq bwk…kalo problem tgh jln kang??yg naya aq kn??so,mandi,siap2 g amek kek r nh…dlm kol 11.20 da smpi umah pngatin ngan kek…da smpi,mkn dulu…lapa r kot…blom breakfast g…kol 12,b’mula la kerja aq sbg tukang sorong keta sorong dr ruang mkn dpn g tmpt cuci pnggan…saket pinggang dowh…kalo aq nh pendek xpe r gak…aq nh da la lanky…da amek pinggan,bwk tmpt cuci,turunkn lak…slmt ad awek cute,aq rse bru msok form 2 kot…so,time mnyorong tuh ad la inspirasi…haha…sengal tol…ye r…nk kaco ein,die bz ngan asgnmnt…cian kt die…watpe nk kaco kn??heheda pnat…aq bwat keje sorong2 nh smpi kol 2.30…blk umah ngan adq2 aq…bukak baju sume…amek selimut…amek monkey,bantai tdo…b4 tuh da t’bwat super saver…bazir 2 hinggit…msg dlm 20 msg je…kalo taw xd nyer nk bwat…pas kol 6 byk lak msg msok…xphm tol…b4 kol 6 mcm xd org nk msg…myb da nk kol 6 kn…so,rmi r msg aq,pastuh aq nk rply ngah tdo…smpi tbgn kot dr tdo…hehe…bgn2 dgr sore dak2 kck…ble mse lak ad dak kck kt umah aq??rupenyer neksu aq dtg ngan anak n cucu die…ok la…xd hal la…pe r sgt kn??

Ahad,ari nh r…bgn kol 10…siap2 dlm kol 10.30,breakfast,kol 11 grk umah kenit…da janji nk bwk family die g segamat,knduri kawen…settle..ujan,mls tol r nk drive ujan2 nh…pening kpale…xpe r…aq pn da pning kpale blogging skg nh…len kali r smbg..hehe

Chiow

P/S: mak aq suro beli dugro adek aq…huhuhu

Take a walk I’ll hold your hands for now,

It’s happening,

makes it hard to lose another night,

I’ll pretend that I’m a man for now,

It’s difficult,

to soothe a wounded heart,

Before you go,

Give me all of your love,

Before you go,

I’ll give you all of mine,

I’ll drink water because my blood has dried,

It’s different,

Than anything you’ve seen or heard before,

Take a picture hold that smile forever,

I’ll drink it everyday till it becomes another skin…

Before you go,

Give me all of your love,

Before you go,

I’ll give you all of mine,

If it makes it easier,

If it makes it easier to breathe,

Wish it could be easier,

I can’t breathe…

Fading away…

Faith is a friend…

You make it or break it…

Ah…

Damn…y tetiba die mood swing??am i wrong to make a joke…am i made
fun of her??no,i did not…if i did,it was unintentionally…it was
easy to say sorry but to realize my mistake was da hard part…when did
i argue with her whether she’s bz or not??she’s bz,i know bout it n i
was just trying to help soothing her stress…IM TRYING OKAY!!!U
UNDERSTAND IT OR NOT??!!i hate it when im emo…it f u dun like it just
spill it out…dun left me with doubt coz it’s miserably miserable…im
human n human tend to make mistake…when human make mistake,its hard
to realize where da hell was da mistake take action…help them
realize!!!help me realize okay??!!im not a genius of feeling n
words…n not all da words said or think by me can make u
satisfied,happy n wonderful…

im straining myself from texting u,calling u just like u ask so dat u
can do ur work but did u ever think bout how might i feel being treated
like dat??im a human for god sake not a robot u can program me to do ur
bidding…ive a brain to think n i think wats best for u now is
straining myself for ur sake,for ur perfection,not mine n wat did i
get…a sulking-gdnyte-lov u sms…ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!too many things i
can type but its not me…its my anger…open my mind…THINK RATIONALY
okay uru??

Done…im fine now 10q…i never told any1 dat if im angry,my brains
cant think of any malay words,its all english but when i said it out,it
becomes a malay word…aq pn pelik…cane tah otak aq nh function…da
la…ein stress tuh…aq xya r nk emo2 just die bg msg cmtuh…sensitif
r bab2 trust nh…aq mmg r trust die…believe me…tp kalo tye die
kuar ngan spe pn le jd isu aq xtrust die,aq jd xrasional la…spe yg
xcye kt spe…im a mere human dat still got jealousy in me like most
people do n im not gonna stop her from going even if she’s going to
penang for her work wiv her ex-boyfriend…coz i trust her…cant i
know more bout her activities??how less should i know bout her
activity??dat she have tonne of asgnmnt to b finished n submit b4
18?dat i only have to know she’s going to penang to book souvenir for
law faculty??dat she’s study in UiTM Merbok only??how much less must i
dun know so i can ignore all things she dont wan me to know n hurt
myself…im a curious person,n its hurt me when i only know a
little…let me know da whole…let it be as pain as if it can kill
me(4 da worst case scenario) as long as i know whole,it wont hurt me
much as u think im hurt…let me know it da whole so dat if its as
happy as spending ur happiness wiv da person u always want, i can b
happy wiv u…

Chiow 

P/S: Today’s da day i got emo da most,da day i almost freak out like a
child,da day i think my mind isnt within my control any longer…

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I’m sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won’t lose no sleep on that,
‘Cause I’ve got a plan.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause I’ll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Flying high,
And I don’t think that I’ll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause I’ll never be with you.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it’s time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

Lagu je sedey tp aq ngah happy…music die catchy…so le r dgr tatkala happy or sad at last…dpt pn call ein…windunyer kt dier!!!da most precious 7-minutes-call…haha…aq xcm korg…nk call,le call sesuka ati…kene consider whether org yg kte nk call tuh bz ke x…so,in my case,very bz but she was willing to spare a little time 4 me…so,im pleased,thankful,grateful n happy-in-max!! hahaha

penat dowh…meeting euphonious,kol 10…smpi kol 11.30,trus g meeting photofest yg sbnrnye start kol 11…pastuh angkt meja g poket d dr cafe v3…jaoh kot…angkt sorg lak tuh…ape nk bwat…naseb bdn…dah tuh,kt poket plak kene tmpl poster…ape nk bwat,name je head prize n souvenir….da mcm kuli cabuk je…hahaha…da r kene bgn awl…jge booth…le usha junior2 hot…ouch…kekekeke

k r…nk kene tdo awl mlm nh…so xle blogging pnjg2…bsok nk kene bgn awal…(awal la sgt kol 8)bgn2 cuci mate…indahnyer dunia…hahaha
cuci mate tp hati kt ein je X3

Tata

Bila, aku sudah tiada
Simpan semua lagu ku
Jangan di tangis selalu

Mungkin, itu sementara
Bila jumpa pengganti ku
jangan di lupakan aku

Pagi itu indah seperti biasa
Tidur yang lena terhenti di sana
Layap kuyu masih tak terdaya
Bukalah tingkap mu
Curahkan cahaya…

Siapa yang sangka
Bila tiba masa kita
Untuk pergi selamanya

Takkan terduga
Jika saat ni
Tuhan tentukan
Aku lah orangnya

Gelak tawa tangisan yang hiba
Kenangan kita masa di dunia
Alangkah indahnya jika
Kita mampu hidup selamanya…

Lagu yg bwat aq sedey bile aq bgn tdo skg nh…

I’ll stop complaining n start my life everyday wiv a sad song la…so dat i’ll know i also have a sad side in me…people usually see me as happy-go-lucky-mo-man-tai person which i try not to shatter dat image…but as a human,can u run from ur problem??better face it n go through it rather den try to run from it…it’ll get worse…i know it better…

Damn,laptop nh bwat aq cuak jerk…ngan keje2 club melambak,bkn byk tp nk kene contact2…nk gne sms…heheheee…syg kdit skg nh…ad ke ptot ie7 aq kene virus…dunno la whether virus or trojan or bug…but ble gne ie7,di ecopy itself…lol…da hang da sptg…nk study pn hampa jerk…recover OS then tdo…geram nk mampos kot…blek dr klas nk dgr lagu…tensi skg nh…tetiba laptop xle gne…ngan cuak,geram,hampa,sedey,try hack laptop sndri…which xle gak…sbb hang…gleark r…cm org gle ptg td…rumate aq pn jd takot…like i said,im read-a-little-yg-kt-ats-td person,ble jd cmtuh aq jd emo gle…da bengang,rumate aq ajk g gym,which aq pegi…kalo xg,aq rse le gile aq ptg td…

Mama call,heh…aq yg suro…weit da abesh r…nk blk kalo xd weit cm xle r kn…bkn aq dok kl…50 hinggit da ckp nk blk…aq atleast kene ad 100…tuh xmkn r…berenti isap rokok n minum2 je…selamatnyer…aq da servis keta…so,xya r mintak mama byk sgt…just ckp2 nk blk…ape??igt aq kikis weit family aq ker??aq mintak ble sessak jer le… aq blom keje g…le mintak…lom 21 g…kalo da 21,da l mngundi xpe gak…hehehe…4 taon g…then,g r…xsusah rsenyer,msok box,pangkah,kuar box…sngkn??Skg ngah men gitar…nk tukar2 kord tuh susah r sket…im learning ok?xd org le trus gitar laju…kene step-by-step…kene igt kord…then…kene slalu men…training jari…so jd kuat tp lembut…cliche seyh…haha…bdak2 bru blaja aq le r men 6 kord basic…nk tukar2 tuh lmbt r tp still…drpd xreti…bek retikn…xslh blaja mende baru…nk blaja mende lame pn xpe…drpd isap ganja,amek dadah,kn aq da tmbh satu g aktiviti b’guna selain futsal,footbal,mkn,minum,tdo n lepak??blaja tuh ad,jarang2 je…

Kenape idup nh penoh ngan problem??kenape org yg xd problem tuh pn sbnrnye satu problem gak??…sebab,bg aq problem adalah halangan dlm hidup yg bwat kte taw kte nh blom gila…bwat kte le maju dlm idup…bwat kte sedar,kte knal dunia nh sbnr-bnrnyer…mane taw korg asyik hidup ngan dunia AI je…xtaw pe da jd kt dunia skg…hehe…sesape yg xd problem tuh,kwn2 len byk problem,tlg la pinjamkn telinga tuh so le sme2 kurgkn stress…sape g nk tlg kalo bkn kte nk tlg mmbr…family jaoh…nk jmpe advisor,kongnyer advisor pn korg xtaw sape…aq taw tp segan r nk cite masalah kt die…age gap byk sgt…aq le jd anak die…anak die pn lg tua dr aq…mak aq xsetua die…hehe

Tata ~~

P/S:    kesedihan bole bwk kebaikan tp jgn sedey sgt smpi org len mnyampah nk                  lyn…saket sndri nnt…xd sape nk tmn…

Syad,Hanna thx a lot coz both of u r my 2 fren yg i snggup nk story bout my probs…myb coz we r close fren,n both of u r girls,which the basis of my probs…

Sory ein,i leech my prob bout our relation to both of them coz i cant just stuffed my feeling alone…its just too heavy…i just hope u nvr read my blog…

Since last friday,i got tonne of work…slmt pnp E3 cm da kurg sket keje…if not,im a dead zombie…da mati tp kene idup blk haha…my daily life da tukar…since i injured my lutut…i cant sleep properly,cant study properly,rse awkward…dunno,myb coz skg nh pn musim hujan,migrain mkn kerap dtg…ye la,keje b’timbun,dateline dkt…huhuu…ad ubat pn cm xd effect je..mkn ilang kjap…then dtg blk…duet pn tgl 50 je mgu nh…saket la…nk blk jhr g…susah tol r bln nh…slmt da byr loan ari tuh…kalo xbyr nk kene byr loan tuh lg…sengal la idup ad utang nh…

skg nh ngah gile meeting…kalo x meeting photofest,meeting commitee prze n souvenir,which is still under photofest…kalo x,kene tgk dak2 jamming…name pn manager…kene r manage bdk2 tuh…hehe…xnmpk byk…ye r,bru ad 3 jwtn…tp kalo da clash meeting ngan jamming,ko png kpale x??le botak cm Ho Tat Wei ko taw…

nh xbwat g projek DGE…pening kpale la cmnh…saket otak…huhuhu…ein bwat hal cmnh…just harap die sdar yg die bwat aq rse aq di’outcast’…myb die bz…but sebz-bz org len,ad mse mkn…time mkn kalo die msg pn aq ckp happy la…nh,nk kte mkn,tdo pn xmsg aq…aq nk bf yg trok ke??cerewet sgt ke aq nh??pe yg aq mintk nh byk sgt ke??just a msg per day…myb ari nh die msg aq tp…kalo just saying ‘i ngah type asgmnt…’ then,no rply…ok,aq admit,aq byk whining…aq nh cerewet,myb aq ngah emo skg,ye r,keje byk,n xdpt her attention,test lg…but rationaly,smpt or xsmpt time mkn,xkesah r lunch or dinner,ko nk type short msg such ‘ hi dear,watpe?i nk mkn nh’ xsmpi 166 alphabet pn…aq taw,die xmo kantoi her final sem kt kedah tuh…tp plz la…i need her too…give me 5 minute session msg pn jd r…nk taw ape die bwat ari nh…how’s her day…kalo aq bwat xkesah kang…mcm xd pe2 lak…tkot die xnk kt aq lak…coz siyesly aq syg sgt kt ein…

da r…class kol 9…nh da kol 5 pg ko taw x…nk tido…gd day

P/S: I LOVE EIN more than i love u,unless u r my ein